It's ok to not be ok,it's ok to not be perfect and for everything to be exactly right every moment of the day.But that you can get pass that.It gets better,you won't always feel this bad.
“This Matisse is showing us a deeper truth. The way things are in our dreams, not just as they appear to be. He has bent all the rules, and I want to smash them.” “Art has been my weapon. And I have fought in my own way like a true revolutionary. “ “I’m tired of painting you, I need someone new. “ “Art is a lie to tell the truth. “